Wednesday, April 06, 2005

urgh....i feel so stressed...suddenly...i jus seem to pop out of my happy go lucky dream world n realise tht chi o level is like 7 weeks away....n prelims is like 3 months n Os is like 5....nic tan...WAKE UP!....-SHAKES VIOLENTLY-...i feel so messed up...n i dunno y i hav problem in emath....den my amath is so zai but i didnt practice for so long...screwed up tooo...i m also like dam tired n amath n emath tuiiton i like nvr absorb anything....i dun even need emath...the fact i dun listen in tuition makes me veri confused...den amath...hiaz...i miss the class on fri at bt...where everyone helped everyone n u didnt feel so distant in a class of smart ppl....sunday class sucks....chem is getting to be easy but i havent touched my textbook in like 2 weeks n my phy theory is like shit even thou i can do calculations....argh...my eng is deteriorating...my chi vocab n oral sarks....my history is crap cus i dun read myself n my school teacher is crap....my ss is the only pro thing....den lit...i dunno lah...sometimes can sometimes cannot....n i havent even made my notes....i feel so shi bai...so depressed....aiyoh...its like my studies r going down the drain....like a piece of long rope where it gets so entangled n so many dead knots...tht u pull it gets worse...n its so hard to undo...aiyohhhh.....sighz.... :(

if only i had coiled the rope properly at the start...well....too late for regrets....Lord...help me....

|cowpoo| 11:25 PM|

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